Tuesday, March 3, 2015

Another Hotel Adventure

OK, so two weekends ago I went on my second adventure to a hotel to enjoy a full fem day and I ended up having such an awesome time. There's especially a few memories that will stick with me for some time that will help spur me on further along with bringing a smile to my face. But before I get ahead of myself, let me begin. (Side Note: I apologize for the quality of my pictures. Was my first time really trying selfies :)
Arrival Outfit
Not much eventful really happened during my arrival, but I did dress up low-key at least. Nothing really feminine, but everything was from the women's section, especially the bright yellow panties underneath. Luckily I got a room on the third floor at the very end looking over the highway so I kept the curtains open all night to showcase my escapades lol. Actually this also created a fun challenge for me because I had so many bags of clothing in the car that it would take multiple trips to extract, which meant multiple trips down the stairs in different outfits. Sadly I didn't have the courage to take the elevator except for the final trip. So anyway, as soon as I got into the room I inserted my medium sized round butt plug to set the mood. And I have to say the company's definition of "medium" for this thing was not the same for their other plugs, ouch. Threw on my pushup b-cup sports bra and 600g silicone breast forms, silicone padded panties, put on my Britney Spears greatest hits and began a small fashion show with the little I had for now.


First Outfit

This outfit I really loved. It was the first one I put together during the night and it was an instant hit to me. Put on a short light brown wig, a little bb cream to smooth over my face, and some light lipstick and I was floored. I couldn't believe that was me. Really brought up some interesting feelings. Excitement I guess along with shock and a whole bunch of others. It was something I could probably get used to, especially seeing the longer hair on me. So I sneaked my way outside, not many people were there at this time I guess, through the side stairwell and recovered more bags from the car.




My makeup outfit. I don't know why but when I put this one on I felt so elegant, girly, feminine that I just sat in front of the mirror trying on all different types of makeup. I was so enthralled for some reason and loved every second of it. Just wish I shaved my legs lol, next time. Unfortunately I didn't risk going out wearing this.


Rebel Outfit

My "rebel outfit" lol. Leather tights, leather heeled boots, and tight leather jacket. To top it off with sultry fiery red hair. But what really did it for me was the "Tom Boy" shirt underneath. It was like an inside joke to myself wearing that, yet at the same time feeling so hot.



Casual Outfit

And now for my most memorable outfit of the night. I know its a much more casual everyday girl look, but its "normal"-factor helped push me to be more risky with it. But besides that I had the most memorable positive moments and encounter with this one :) .
Right so I left the room and went out my usual way down the stairs. At the end of the stairs there an extra door you go through and then you can either turn and go through to the lobby/living area or go straight through the glass door outside. Just as I reach the door I see an old couple struggling through the ice and snow to get in. So I held the door open and helped them keep their footing/balance to reach past the entrance. I was just acting instinctively at the moment so I forgot wait I was wearing until it was all done. They kindly gave me their thanks and much gratitude, the whole time looking at me and what I was wearing. The man even turned before I left to pat my shoulder thanking me while looking directly in my eyes and examining my face, yet there was no fuss, no shocked look, just a warm smile. That moment is really what made that night so special. The non-recognition all while helping people out as I would normally do. So many emotions went through me as I walked to my car. It didn't even matter if I passed perfectly or not, but the fact that even if they saw through it they were still accepting with a bright smile.
This moment really helped me on the way back in because when I went back the door to the stairs was jammed a little. So after a few moments I gave up and walked through the front lobby, past the main desk, and onto the elevator back to my room. Again no weird looks, no remarks, just a young woman going about her business within the crowd, well not really a crowd just a few scattered people.
Oh yea I forgot, to really build on that moment when I was leaving after I checked out I ended up running into the same couple as they were heading from the breakfast bar. I made eye contact with both of them and yet there was nothing except when I saw the small spark light up the man's eye at the last second as we passed. The glimmer of recognition. I had the biggest smile after that. He didn't say anything. He didn't need to. That delay in his look meant to me that I had passed. Even after looking into my face the night before it still took some time to put the two together to determine me as a boy was the me as a girl with long hair.

Below is another outfit I had taken a picture of:


So I know through this entire story/adventure there wasn't much description of my sexual activity and that is simply because there wasn't much. As odd as it may seem I never really got overly sexually aroused, well I guess atleast in the masculine sense. I mean I was pretty limp through this whole thing which was very surprising considering how excited and hot I was. So this instance has been flowing in the back of my mind since. Has there been a change sexually for me, just a coincidence, mental rewiring? Oh before I forget though, I did enjoy my nice 8" new dildo and fake cum lube. Fully dressed and madeup, sucking until it was soaked and ready to be inserted into my presenting ass, mmmm... so nice. Truly an experience ;) At this time I had my red wig on along with a figure hugging lace trimmed black dress that just looked so elegant. Really heightened the joy of that moment, but I forgot to get pictures of any of that regrettably.

Thank you anybody who has read all this, I hope you enjoyed it. I might be missing some pieces to the story but that was the main stuff. Thank you everyone at Sissy Social for the ideas and encouragement, it all really helped. And I have to thank Torry/Cintia. I know it was a long time ago when we first spoke, but seeing you have the courage to post pictures of yourself helped give me that last needed little push to do so myself.

Tuesday, January 27, 2015

Goals of the Year

I know I'm a little late for new years resolutions, but I do want to set up some goals to aim for this year. Some of them are minor things that I hope over time will make femininity more routine for me and really immerse myself in the fem world. While others will be major mile stones I've been desiring for a long time and will finally try to push myself into accomplishing. I will try keeping updates on these maybe every month or so, or atleast set up some checklist. So here are some goals in no particular order:

1: Beauty Regiment for Better Softer Skin.
Really need to begin taking better care of my skin and want to achieve soft smooth skin of a girl. So this means applying moisturizers daily, better sleep, getting rid of acne, etc. 

2. Grow a Booty
Now I know this one will take some time to achieve, but I really really want to grow a nice round booty. Once achieved, its something that will always remind me of my journey and fem self. And hopefully should really accentuate my female body, help pushing over the line from male to female. Now to achieve this means a lot of working out, mainly squats, along with eating the right foods and healthy fats to gain some weight down there. I want that cute bubble butt not small, tight and toned. 

3. More Playful Colors
I want to start incorporating more playful colors to my wardrobe. Much more pastels. My general style is very much around natural and neutrals colors so there is alot of room to expand. I'm not planning on a complete overhaul, I do enjoy the natural color style, but am definitely looking for nice fun colors to compliment them, or to make the outfit "pop".

4. Shaving
Been wanting to do this one for a while, but could never give myself that little push. I want to shave my entire body from the neck down atleast once this year. Besides this big step I want to begin keeping my face completely shaved at all time. One problem with this is that my facial hair does grow fast; patchy but fast.

5. Feminine Haircut
I always end up letting my hair grow out but it always just becomes a mess and then I get tired and chop it all off. I'm not talking about very long hair sadly, but I guess what would be considered short for women. So this time when it gets longer I want to take a day to go to a salon and get a nice feminine haircut, maybe with some coloring also. Sadly I know I won't be overly adventurous with this one, partially due to work, so I'm looking towards something androgynous that I can style into something more fem for shorter periods.

So atleast this is a start. I'll probably edit my list at some point, adding to it. Now for the tougher part of actually following up on all these.
If anyone has any suggestions or advice please feel free to share. Thanks everyone and I hope you are doing well with your own resolutions and goals.