I'm Back

Well it looks like I'm finally back to the blog and the world of femininity. Sorry for the layoff but finals really beat me down and work afterwards exhausted the little energy I had left. But hopefully now I'll be posting back up here more often since things are beginning to calm down.

While I've been away I have been going on some mini shopping sprees online. I bought about 20 bras and 20 panties from Forever 21 the other day while they had an awesome sale and actually will probably be ordering some more tomorrow. Just a small temporary addiction to intimates at the moment. I also got a few cute dresses, tops, and skinny jeans from there and wetseal. so now I pretty much a full girl's wardrobe hidden around that I cant wait to have taking up half my closet in  the near future.

Besides clothes I bought some foundation, eye shadow, lip gloss, and a sweet brush set from amazon to begin my training in makeup. For some reason I never got into practicing makeup but always envied what girls could do with it. So for now I'm going to try for a nice basic everyday look that I could begin wearing normally, maybe even in guy mode.

Due to being drained mentally and physically I haven't been able to follow my workout routine. So sadly I still don't have a nice flat stomach in time to show it off in the beginning of summer, but I will be diving in head first into training to fix this.

Also lately Ive begun wearing a bra and panty set along with a cute top and bottom sometimes to bed, and I have to say the feeling is amazing. Not just the joy of sleeping in it but the overwhelming feelings you get waking up in it. It's like you look down and your mind thinks, "yep its happening. this feels right and i feel beautiful and confident." It also acts as a nice transition to wearing some of the clothing full time under my male clothing. I havent gotten that far, but I'm taking more steps to it.

Well thats all for tonight. I should begin posting more regularly and striving to achieve my goals more actively so there will be a bunch of updates. For now I would like to really thank everyone who has come to checkout my blog and experience my journey. It means a lot.

Also thanks everyone who voted for my caption in Interracial Sissy Captions mini contest. I ended up winning third place and got to pick the new character Britney/Brian Valentine for the new series. Thanks again.

The Why of Keira

Damn I thought I posted this up a couple of days ago, but guess not which sucks. Well with no further ado,

I've always been an easy going person, albeit very shy until you truly know me. A smile is normally presented on my face, a sincere smile in fact, and when I speak its always kindly. I am usually very reserved and rarely overreact to something, instead always trying to be understanding and thinking things through. This combined with being very shy has made me a much more independent person. In fact even when hanging out with good friends, I still prefer a smaller gathering of maybe six to ten people instead of as many as possible.

Now I'm not exactly complaining about my personality or saying its bad or anything. I just want to explain it fully for all can connect and understand what I'm beginning to see has influenced my desires and feelings of feminization and crossdressing.

When I see the true girly girls in the world and within movies I see a strong opposite of my personality. They are bubbly, engaging, emotional, chatty,and live in the now without ever over thinking their actions. They always look like they are having fun. Its a world I only get to view from the outside but wonder and get excited by the idea of living within it.

This is where the crossdressing comes into play. To me, its a window into that world. When I'm fully dressed it helps my mind open up and embrace those feelings. At first its just acting and pretending, but over time it becomes habit and allows for a small temporary personality shift. I'm not talking split personalities, but more of letting down my guard to allow my emotions to seep through. Then this is where underdressing can become important. I don't do it often at the moment, but will be trying to in the near future, but it is a constant reminder for me to act more feminine and try to be more bubbly and engaging. Kind of like forcing myself to simply lean out of my comfort zone slightly.

As I said, I'm not entirely ashamed of my personality or outlook on life, but I do see the benefits of adapting parts of the opposite style, the girly girl life. Of course I do have to add in the sexual thrill I have always gotten from all of this too, I just wanted to explain what I'm beginning to realize what has helped this interest continue since it's started.

So thanks for listening to my inner thoughts as I try to collect and arrange them coherently. I expect more post like this in the future as these realizations appear to me. I know there is a whole lot going on within my subconscious that is guiding my decisions and I am highly intrigued in uncovering as much as I can.

Entered into Caption Contest

Well, I actually entered a caption into the mini-contest presented by Interracial Sissy Captions. It's my first time trying it so its been a lot of fun. I only sent in one caption this time. It still takes me a little while to write one of them. When I get the chance I'll post it up on here. Until then please put in your vote and enjoy my new caption:

Initial Exercise Routine to a Fit Feminine Body

And now for the fun part, exercising. While I've always been fairly skinny, I've been particularly slender. By that I mean tight and toned. You know flat stomach, no flabby fat anywhere, toned long legs. Sure eating the right food and being on a good diet will eliminate the pounds to reach a nice level of healthy skinny, but it won't go the next step into turning that existing fat into beautify slender muscle.

I believe a fit body is more beautiful than an "as skinny as can be" body. And by fit I'm not talking full bodybuilder or athlete body, but a well maintained body. So through the coming weeks I'm going to dive headfirst into as much exercise routines as my body can handle with the allotted time I can afford,  which is sadly not much at the moment.  With that in mind, its still not a good I idea to overwork your body, so I'll aim for about 45-60 minutes a day, maybe more if I can get out jogging/running once the weather clears up.

So to start we need to come up with a plan. This is the part where I'm still in the early stages. While I know a lot about exercising through all the sports I've played my entire life, I've never actually sat down and formulated a strategy of attack. I have always just done routines at random and would end up working too many differing muscle groups instead of focusing on a few a day to allow for more ample rest periods to recover. It was never the most efficient method.

Let me begin here and hopefully in a week or two I'll have fine tuned my plan by testing out what works and doesn't work. Also if anyone else is following along, I would love to hear your input to build the best feminine exercise program.

ABS: loosing that pooch belly for a nice washboard
20 Crunches
20 Reverse Crunches
20 Toe Touches
20 Butterfly Crunches
30 Mountain Climbers
20 Standing Side Crunches
20 Angled Crunches
20 Standing Cross Crunches
30 second Plank
I will do this routine everyday
I know thats a lot of crunches but I'm hoping it will pay off nicely.

BUTT: from nonexistent to noticeable and bubbly
10 Kneeling Leg Lifts
10 Heel Presses
10 Side Leg Lifts
10 Squats
10 Plie Squats
20 Alternate Lunges
10 Kneeling Leg Lifts
10 Heel Presses
10 Side Leg Raises
You are going to feel this one, but its gonna be totally worth it.
I'll do this every day, unless I'm using weights, then it will be every other day.
If I am using weights, the following day do atleast a small unweighted routine, like 10 squats, 10 leg lifts, and 10 side leg lifts just to keep the muscles moving and blood pumping down there.
This is definitely the main area I wan't to see the most improvement besides the abs. Just think about the feeling of having a nice round ass stretching your women's jeans to the limit. The joy of playing with your toys back there, actually having something to play with. And of course the reactions from everyone around you as you catch them staring as you sashay by them down the street presenting yourself to the world.

 LEGS: so the short shorts and skirts have something to show off
Some of the previous exercise will be working the legs also. At the moment I don't have a large repertoire of moves to work the legs so for now I would just say follow along on one of the Youtube routines I have listed below. I will expand on this in the future.

CARDIO: so I can go all night long
At the moment I don't have any access to somewhere to run and gets dark out too quickly so this will have to wait for a short while. When I do resume this it will probably initially be a 30 minute jog.

STRETCHING: priming the body for feminine movements
This is extremely important for many reasons. First off it will help prevent injuries. Second, it will help ease the pains from everyday and exercises. Third, it will allow for more girly positions while having sex. And lastly, what girl hasn't dreamed of being able to do what gymnasts, ballerinas, dancers, pole-dancers, and others alike can do.
I don't have any set instructions on stretching just yet but just make sure this is part of your routine.

Good Resources
Here are some videos on Youtube that would be great to follow and have helped me with creating some of my own plan:
Stretches for Middle Splits
Cardio, Butt, and Thighs
Corset Workout
Hot Yoga
Victoria Secret Arms
Victoria Secret Legs
Lose Those Love Handles
Victoria Secret Butt with Candice
Stretches

Inspiration
This is the end result I'm hoping to achieve:

I hope you have enjoyed and will follow along with me to begin creating your own pretty, feminine body.

Caption: Different Results Than Expected

Was planning on putting up a longer post today but school kind of got in the way. So for now here is a little caption I prepared in anticipation of the next topic tomorrow.

First Captions

Finally got myself focused to make my first captions and I have to say it was actually a lot of fun. I will definitely continue making more. I'm planning on including one leading up to or following most of my posts and will hopefully tie in with its concept.

Since I'm in the very early stages of caption making please leave some feedback to help me improve my writing style and formatting. I really appreciate all input. Thanks.

 So to start this off here is my first set about hypnosis.

It Has Begun, Welcome

Hi and welcome to my first ever blog. I've been using tumblr for a while now, but only recently have become more active. I've been through so many tg and crossdressing blogs and forums over the years and I finally feel like its time to make my own. Not to mention in my personal life recently I've been becoming more active and adventurous in my journey of feminization, crossdressing, and sissification. Don't know if its just me being in a pink fog for the moment or if its my mindset beginning to change. Either way I figured hey why not embrace it and have as much fun with it as I can.

So for now I'll be posting up really anything that catches my musing. Will include updates on my personal journey, discussions into feminine topics, hopefully some fem assignments (which I have always enjoyed even if I don't follow most of them) and hopefully some stories and captions at some point. So hopefully some of you will take a ride with me and I can't wait to see your comments and talk with you through this interesting time in my life.

Just as a heads up, my interest, well atleast my complete interest in this realm dips from time to time. So with that in mind there may be some lulls in posting at some times, but also expect an explosion of posts in others as the pink fog and my feminine self takes control. I guess some of it's just according to my mood and how events in my hectic life are affecting me. I;m still trying to figure out more precise correlations between where I am in my life and my level of femininity, hey maybe that could even become a running discussion in here. But for the foreseeable future I already have a lot of posts lined up that I'm working on, so there should be a steady flow of updates.

p.s. I've used the name Ashley in the past along with Keira, so I might end up switching between the two occasionally in my posts. Gotta say, picking a single female name can be so hard, there are just so many beautiful ones out there.