Hey everyone! Just wanted to give a brief update on where I’m at, where I’ve been, and what’s to come. Also wanted to apologize for disappearing so abruptly so long ago. Still don’t know how much “back” I am, for now just testing the waters with myself. I hope to come back a bit more regularly since I love writing and this was such a fun and exciting outlet, but we shall see.
So first off, where’d I go? Well, mainly, I’ve dealt with depression and anxiety my entire life, and continue to do so, but back a few years it all became a bit overwhelming. That combined with some other health issues that I have to deal with, well things got a bit too much which led to me just closing myself off from everything and briefly falling apart. Luckily I’ve been able to drag myself back from all that and am doing far better now, not perfect nor ever will, but decent enough. Got things back on track, health’s improved though my chronic illness will be with me forever, got work life sorted out a bit better, and well, my heads in a much better place.
Since then, my spark for writing has been very hit or miss, especially when it came to this stuff. I’d still write down small interactions but never followed through on them. On the other hand though, I have leaned a bit more into presenting as Keira. I’ve been able to find a monthly local party that I attend now and have been experiencing quite a lot from it. Even recently I’ve made a few out of state trips to live fully as Keira for a few days, so that’s been very exciting and also enlightening. I even made it to my first Pridefest as Keira!! So all that’s kinda ate into some of my writing time though.
So what’s to come then? Well honestly, I still don’t really know yet. I do know thought that I intend to post more occasionally on here and reignite that writing spark that I’ve been missing for a while. Don’t know how quickly I’ll get back into more consistent posting, but it is one of my goals currently.
And again, I just want to say my deepest thanks to everyone who has stopped by here over the years and especially those who have interacted with me. All those comments from my “return” post absolutely warmed my heart. I have always treasured this community and always think back fondly when I was a bigger part of it. Thank you all so much, you’ve meant so much to me!
Lastly, expect to see a new caption post very soon, hopefully tomorrow. I have many new ideas to write about, many of which are much more personal experiences, so dealing with certain vulnerabilities is exciting and liberating as much as they are, well, vulnerable lol. Also hopefully for such captions I’ll have the courage to share images of Keira within them, but we’ll see. You just never know 😊.
