Another Hotel Adventure

OK, so two weekends ago I went on my second adventure to a hotel to enjoy a full fem day and I ended up having such an awesome time. There's especially a few memories that will stick with me for some time that will help spur me on further along with bringing a smile to my face. But before I get ahead of myself, let me begin. (Side Note: I apologize for the quality of my pictures. Was my first time really trying selfies :)

Arrival Outfit

Not much eventful really happened during my arrival, but I did dress up low-key at least. Nothing really feminine, but everything was from the women's section, especially the bright yellow panties underneath. Luckily I got a room on the third floor at the very end looking over the highway so I kept the curtains open all night to showcase my escapades lol. Actually this also created a fun challenge for me because I had so many bags of clothing in the car that it would take multiple trips to extract, which meant multiple trips down the stairs in different outfits. Sadly I didn't have the courage to take the elevator except for the final trip. So anyway, as soon as I got into the room I inserted my medium sized round butt plug to set the mood. And I have to say the company's definition of "medium" for this thing was not the same for their other plugs, ouch. Threw on my pushup b-cup sports bra and 600g silicone breast forms, silicone padded panties, put on my Britney Spears greatest hits and began a small fashion show with the little I had for now.

First Outfit

This outfit I really loved. It was the first one I put together during the night and it was an instant hit to me. Put on a short light brown wig, a little bb cream to smooth over my face, and some light lipstick and I was floored. I couldn't believe that was me. Really brought up some interesting feelings. Excitement I guess along with shock and a whole bunch of others. It was something I could probably get used to, especially seeing the longer hair on me. So I sneaked my way outside, not many people were there at this time I guess, through the side stairwell and recovered more bags from the car.

My makeup outfit. I don't know why but when I put this one on I felt so elegant, girly, feminine that I just sat in front of the mirror trying on all different types of makeup. I was so enthralled for some reason and loved every second of it. Just wish I shaved my legs lol, next time. Unfortunately I didn't risk going out wearing this.

Rebel Outfit

My "rebel outfit" lol. Leather tights, leather heeled boots, and tight leather jacket. To top it off with sultry fiery red hair. But what really did it for me was the "Tom Boy" shirt underneath. It was like an inside joke to myself wearing that, yet at the same time feeling so hot.

Casual Outfit

And now for my most memorable outfit of the night. I know its a much more casual everyday girl look, but its "normal"-factor helped push me to be more risky with it. But besides that I had the most memorable positive moments and encounter with this one :) .
Right so I left the room and went out my usual way down the stairs. At the end of the stairs there an extra door you go through and then you can either turn and go through to the lobby/living area or go straight through the glass door outside. Just as I reach the door I see an old couple struggling through the ice and snow to get in. So I held the door open and helped them keep their footing/balance to reach past the entrance. I was just acting instinctively at the moment so I forgot wait I was wearing until it was all done. They kindly gave me their thanks and much gratitude, the whole time looking at me and what I was wearing. The man even turned before I left to pat my shoulder thanking me while looking directly in my eyes and examining my face, yet there was no fuss, no shocked look, just a warm smile. That moment is really what made that night so special. The non-recognition all while helping people out as I would normally do. So many emotions went through me as I walked to my car. It didn't even matter if I passed perfectly or not, but the fact that even if they saw through it they were still accepting with a bright smile.
This moment really helped me on the way back in because when I went back the door to the stairs was jammed a little. So after a few moments I gave up and walked through the front lobby, past the main desk, and onto the elevator back to my room. Again no weird looks, no remarks, just a young woman going about her business within the crowd, well not really a crowd just a few scattered people.
Oh yea I forgot, to really build on that moment when I was leaving after I checked out I ended up running into the same couple as they were heading from the breakfast bar. I made eye contact with both of them and yet there was nothing except when I saw the small spark light up the man's eye at the last second as we passed. The glimmer of recognition. I had the biggest smile after that. He didn't say anything. He didn't need to. That delay in his look meant to me that I had passed. Even after looking into my face the night before it still took some time to put the two together to determine me as a boy was the me as a girl with long hair.

Below is another outfit I had taken a picture of:

So I know through this entire story/adventure there wasn't much description of my sexual activity and that is simply because there wasn't much. As odd as it may seem I never really got overly sexually aroused, well I guess atleast in the masculine sense. I mean I was pretty limp through this whole thing which was very surprising considering how excited and hot I was. So this instance has been flowing in the back of my mind since. Has there been a change sexually for me, just a coincidence, mental rewiring? Oh before I forget though, I did enjoy my nice 8" new dildo and fake cum lube. Fully dressed and madeup, sucking until it was soaked and ready to be inserted into my presenting ass, mmmm... so nice. Truly an experience ;) At this time I had my red wig on along with a figure hugging lace trimmed black dress that just looked so elegant. Really heightened the joy of that moment, but I forgot to get pictures of any of that regrettably.

Thank you anybody who has read all this, I hope you enjoyed it. I might be missing some pieces to the story but that was the main stuff. Thank you everyone at Sissy Social for the ideas and encouragement, it all really helped. And I have to thank Torry/Cintia. I know it was a long time ago when we first spoke, but seeing you have the courage to post pictures of yourself helped give me that last needed little push to do so myself.

Goals of the Year

I know I'm a little late for new years resolutions, but I do want to set up some goals to aim for this year. Some of them are minor things that I hope over time will make femininity more routine for me and really immerse myself in the fem world. While others will be major mile stones I've been desiring for a long time and will finally try to push myself into accomplishing. I will try keeping updates on these maybe every month or so, or atleast set up some checklist. So here are some goals in no particular order:

1: Beauty Regiment for Better Softer Skin.

Really need to begin taking better care of my skin and want to achieve soft smooth skin of a girl. So this means applying moisturizers daily, better sleep, getting rid of acne, etc. 

2. Grow a Booty

Now I know this one will take some time to achieve, but I really really want to grow a nice round booty. Once achieved, its something that will always remind me of my journey and fem self. And hopefully should really accentuate my female body, help pushing over the line from male to female. Now to achieve this means a lot of working out, mainly squats, along with eating the right foods and healthy fats to gain some weight down there. I want that cute bubble butt not small, tight and toned. 

3. More Playful Colors
I want to start incorporating more playful colors to my wardrobe. Much more pastels. My general style is very much around natural and neutrals colors so there is alot of room to expand. I'm not planning on a complete overhaul, I do enjoy the natural color style, but am definitely looking for nice fun colors to compliment them, or to make the outfit "pop".

4. Shaving
Been wanting to do this one for a while, but could never give myself that little push. I want to shave my entire body from the neck down atleast once this year. Besides this big step I want to begin keeping my face completely shaved at all time. One problem with this is that my facial hair does grow fast; patchy but fast.

5. Feminine Haircut
I always end up letting my hair grow out but it always just becomes a mess and then I get tired and chop it all off. I'm not talking about very long hair sadly, but I guess what would be considered short for women. So this time when it gets longer I want to take a day to go to a salon and get a nice feminine haircut, maybe with some coloring also. Sadly I know I won't be overly adventurous with this one, partially due to work, so I'm looking towards something androgynous that I can style into something more fem for shorter periods.

So atleast this is a start. I'll probably edit my list at some point, adding to it. Now for the tougher part of actually following up on all these.
If anyone has any suggestions or advice please feel free to share. Thanks everyone and I hope you are doing well with your own resolutions and goals.

I'm Back

Well it looks like I'm finally back to the blog and the world of femininity. Sorry for the layoff but finals really beat me down and work afterwards exhausted the little energy I had left. But hopefully now I'll be posting back up here more often since things are beginning to calm down.

While I've been away I have been going on some mini shopping sprees online. I bought about 20 bras and 20 panties from Forever 21 the other day while they had an awesome sale and actually will probably be ordering some more tomorrow. Just a small temporary addiction to intimates at the moment. I also got a few cute dresses, tops, and skinny jeans from there and wetseal. so now I pretty much a full girl's wardrobe hidden around that I cant wait to have taking up half my closet in  the near future.

Besides clothes I bought some foundation, eye shadow, lip gloss, and a sweet brush set from amazon to begin my training in makeup. For some reason I never got into practicing makeup but always envied what girls could do with it. So for now I'm going to try for a nice basic everyday look that I could begin wearing normally, maybe even in guy mode.

Due to being drained mentally and physically I haven't been able to follow my workout routine. So sadly I still don't have a nice flat stomach in time to show it off in the beginning of summer, but I will be diving in head first into training to fix this.

Also lately Ive begun wearing a bra and panty set along with a cute top and bottom sometimes to bed, and I have to say the feeling is amazing. Not just the joy of sleeping in it but the overwhelming feelings you get waking up in it. It's like you look down and your mind thinks, "yep its happening. this feels right and i feel beautiful and confident." It also acts as a nice transition to wearing some of the clothing full time under my male clothing. I havent gotten that far, but I'm taking more steps to it.

Well thats all for tonight. I should begin posting more regularly and striving to achieve my goals more actively so there will be a bunch of updates. For now I would like to really thank everyone who has come to checkout my blog and experience my journey. It means a lot.

Also thanks everyone who voted for my caption in Interracial Sissy Captions mini contest. I ended up winning third place and got to pick the new character Britney/Brian Valentine for the new series. Thanks again.

The Why of Keira

Damn I thought I posted this up a couple of days ago, but guess not which sucks. Well with no further ado,

I've always been an easy going person, albeit very shy until you truly know me. A smile is normally presented on my face, a sincere smile in fact, and when I speak its always kindly. I am usually very reserved and rarely overreact to something, instead always trying to be understanding and thinking things through. This combined with being very shy has made me a much more independent person. In fact even when hanging out with good friends, I still prefer a smaller gathering of maybe six to ten people instead of as many as possible.

Now I'm not exactly complaining about my personality or saying its bad or anything. I just want to explain it fully for all can connect and understand what I'm beginning to see has influenced my desires and feelings of feminization and crossdressing.

When I see the true girly girls in the world and within movies I see a strong opposite of my personality. They are bubbly, engaging, emotional, chatty,and live in the now without ever over thinking their actions. They always look like they are having fun. Its a world I only get to view from the outside but wonder and get excited by the idea of living within it.

This is where the crossdressing comes into play. To me, its a window into that world. When I'm fully dressed it helps my mind open up and embrace those feelings. At first its just acting and pretending, but over time it becomes habit and allows for a small temporary personality shift. I'm not talking split personalities, but more of letting down my guard to allow my emotions to seep through. Then this is where underdressing can become important. I don't do it often at the moment, but will be trying to in the near future, but it is a constant reminder for me to act more feminine and try to be more bubbly and engaging. Kind of like forcing myself to simply lean out of my comfort zone slightly.

As I said, I'm not entirely ashamed of my personality or outlook on life, but I do see the benefits of adapting parts of the opposite style, the girly girl life. Of course I do have to add in the sexual thrill I have always gotten from all of this too, I just wanted to explain what I'm beginning to realize what has helped this interest continue since it's started.

So thanks for listening to my inner thoughts as I try to collect and arrange them coherently. I expect more post like this in the future as these realizations appear to me. I know there is a whole lot going on within my subconscious that is guiding my decisions and I am highly intrigued in uncovering as much as I can.

Entered into Caption Contest

Well, I actually entered a caption into the mini-contest presented by Interracial Sissy Captions. It's my first time trying it so its been a lot of fun. I only sent in one caption this time. It still takes me a little while to write one of them. When I get the chance I'll post it up on here. Until then please put in your vote and enjoy my new caption:

Initial Exercise Routine to a Fit Feminine Body

And now for the fun part, exercising. While I've always been fairly skinny, I've been particularly slender. By that I mean tight and toned. You know flat stomach, no flabby fat anywhere, toned long legs. Sure eating the right food and being on a good diet will eliminate the pounds to reach a nice level of healthy skinny, but it won't go the next step into turning that existing fat into beautify slender muscle.

I believe a fit body is more beautiful than an "as skinny as can be" body. And by fit I'm not talking full bodybuilder or athlete body, but a well maintained body. So through the coming weeks I'm going to dive headfirst into as much exercise routines as my body can handle with the allotted time I can afford,  which is sadly not much at the moment.  With that in mind, its still not a good I idea to overwork your body, so I'll aim for about 45-60 minutes a day, maybe more if I can get out jogging/running once the weather clears up.

So to start we need to come up with a plan. This is the part where I'm still in the early stages. While I know a lot about exercising through all the sports I've played my entire life, I've never actually sat down and formulated a strategy of attack. I have always just done routines at random and would end up working too many differing muscle groups instead of focusing on a few a day to allow for more ample rest periods to recover. It was never the most efficient method.

Let me begin here and hopefully in a week or two I'll have fine tuned my plan by testing out what works and doesn't work. Also if anyone else is following along, I would love to hear your input to build the best feminine exercise program.

ABS: loosing that pooch belly for a nice washboard
20 Crunches
20 Reverse Crunches
20 Toe Touches
20 Butterfly Crunches
30 Mountain Climbers
20 Standing Side Crunches
20 Angled Crunches
20 Standing Cross Crunches
30 second Plank
I will do this routine everyday
I know thats a lot of crunches but I'm hoping it will pay off nicely.

BUTT: from nonexistent to noticeable and bubbly
10 Kneeling Leg Lifts
10 Heel Presses
10 Side Leg Lifts
10 Squats
10 Plie Squats
20 Alternate Lunges
10 Kneeling Leg Lifts
10 Heel Presses
10 Side Leg Raises
You are going to feel this one, but its gonna be totally worth it.
I'll do this every day, unless I'm using weights, then it will be every other day.
If I am using weights, the following day do atleast a small unweighted routine, like 10 squats, 10 leg lifts, and 10 side leg lifts just to keep the muscles moving and blood pumping down there.
This is definitely the main area I wan't to see the most improvement besides the abs. Just think about the feeling of having a nice round ass stretching your women's jeans to the limit. The joy of playing with your toys back there, actually having something to play with. And of course the reactions from everyone around you as you catch them staring as you sashay by them down the street presenting yourself to the world.

 LEGS: so the short shorts and skirts have something to show off
Some of the previous exercise will be working the legs also. At the moment I don't have a large repertoire of moves to work the legs so for now I would just say follow along on one of the Youtube routines I have listed below. I will expand on this in the future.

CARDIO: so I can go all night long
At the moment I don't have any access to somewhere to run and gets dark out too quickly so this will have to wait for a short while. When I do resume this it will probably initially be a 30 minute jog.

STRETCHING: priming the body for feminine movements
This is extremely important for many reasons. First off it will help prevent injuries. Second, it will help ease the pains from everyday and exercises. Third, it will allow for more girly positions while having sex. And lastly, what girl hasn't dreamed of being able to do what gymnasts, ballerinas, dancers, pole-dancers, and others alike can do.
I don't have any set instructions on stretching just yet but just make sure this is part of your routine.

Good Resources
Here are some videos on Youtube that would be great to follow and have helped me with creating some of my own plan:
Stretches for Middle Splits
Cardio, Butt, and Thighs
Corset Workout
Hot Yoga
Victoria Secret Arms
Victoria Secret Legs
Lose Those Love Handles
Victoria Secret Butt with Candice
Stretches

Inspiration
This is the end result I'm hoping to achieve:

I hope you have enjoyed and will follow along with me to begin creating your own pretty, feminine body.

Caption: Different Results Than Expected

Was planning on putting up a longer post today but school kind of got in the way. So for now here is a little caption I prepared in anticipation of the next topic tomorrow.

First Captions

Finally got myself focused to make my first captions and I have to say it was actually a lot of fun. I will definitely continue making more. I'm planning on including one leading up to or following most of my posts and will hopefully tie in with its concept.

Since I'm in the very early stages of caption making please leave some feedback to help me improve my writing style and formatting. I really appreciate all input. Thanks.

 So to start this off here is my first set about hypnosis.

It Has Begun, Welcome

Hi and welcome to my first ever blog. I've been using tumblr for a while now, but only recently have become more active. I've been through so many tg and crossdressing blogs and forums over the years and I finally feel like its time to make my own. Not to mention in my personal life recently I've been becoming more active and adventurous in my journey of feminization, crossdressing, and sissification. Don't know if its just me being in a pink fog for the moment or if its my mindset beginning to change. Either way I figured hey why not embrace it and have as much fun with it as I can.

So for now I'll be posting up really anything that catches my musing. Will include updates on my personal journey, discussions into feminine topics, hopefully some fem assignments (which I have always enjoyed even if I don't follow most of them) and hopefully some stories and captions at some point. So hopefully some of you will take a ride with me and I can't wait to see your comments and talk with you through this interesting time in my life.

Just as a heads up, my interest, well atleast my complete interest in this realm dips from time to time. So with that in mind there may be some lulls in posting at some times, but also expect an explosion of posts in others as the pink fog and my feminine self takes control. I guess some of it's just according to my mood and how events in my hectic life are affecting me. I;m still trying to figure out more precise correlations between where I am in my life and my level of femininity, hey maybe that could even become a running discussion in here. But for the foreseeable future I already have a lot of posts lined up that I'm working on, so there should be a steady flow of updates.

p.s. I've used the name Ashley in the past along with Keira, so I might end up switching between the two occasionally in my posts. Gotta say, picking a single female name can be so hard, there are just so many beautiful ones out there.